I feel that I'm damn smart.

Remember months ago, I wrote that I'm worried I might lose my blog cuz I din't verify my email address and I kind of forgotten all the details about this email of mine?
Today, I realised that hotmail has made the email available for new sign-up and I did the smartest thing that I've done (er.. today) by signing it up.

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Anyway, life has been mundane.
There are days where I have tons to write, bu somehow, can't bring myself to write them.
I feel like, "hey, so what if I write them down. It won't change anything and what-so-ever. Nobody's interested, and it'll just be floating around in the cyber space, contributing to all those shit.."

I have to find a way to write interestingly.
oh oh oh.
Stop being lost, will you?

Slept at 1+am last night and woke up at 5+am.
Had a bad dream and can't get to sleep after that.
So after a night of insufficient sleep, I still have to go to work.
Unlike somebody who can either sleep till he wakes up naturally or go enjoy himself and have fun with his friends.

Yea right.
With ONE simple msg, sometimes right before I end my work, and I have to dine with your friends. And they are those who I see once in a blue moon, sometimes even more rare than blue moon.
Even if I ain't in good mood, I din't put up a fucked up attitude.
I CONTROL my attitude and my mood.

But what about you?

And thanks so much for always putting it up on your facebook (first-hand latest news somemore) and make yourself sounds like you're filled with grievances and victimized, with me being the culprit.

Tired.

Simply doesn't understand why this is happening.
What's wrong man.
Wanted to enjoy a nice dinner but ended up being so fucked up.

FREAKING angrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry.

I passed my G5 Music Theory Exam with Distinction!
a score of 93/100.
=)

One down.
But I have no idea how the cert is going to reach me.
Hhaa.

I'll be off to Bangkok from 16th to 20th May, and when I'm back, it's time to collect my diploma cert.
It feels good, doesn't it? Collecting two certs at once.
One with a distinction and another with a gold award.
It all boils down to the determination and effort put in after I've fallen.. And I won't allow myself to fall or fail anymore, now that I've picked myself up.

Coming up next, degree in year 2012.
And maybe, practical exam for piano?

<3 life.

One has to be far-sighted rather than just relying on short-term planning.

What do you want to achieve in 10 years time?
Do you have plans to help you achieve them?
Any plan B?

Only when you're look further, there's a chance you can succeed.